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Going out of my mind!!!

I am taking an accellerated 6-credit course in statistics....6 credits in 6 weeks!  Not only that, but the class is online so I don't have the luxury of having someone explain this stuff to me.  I'd say that 90% of it is in my attitude though.......if anyone even mentions the "S" word (statistics, that is), I burst into tears!  LOL  I need this class in order to take the other classes, so it's not like I can skip out on it.  I'm currently looking for a tutor in the area....I hope it doesn't cost too much!!

Other than going out of my mind with statistics class, things are going fairly well.  For some reason, today was one of those days where I just felt so "human" (as in "we all make mistakes" sort of human).  I don't know why, but I was just feeling all regretful over mistakes I have made in the past.  Somehow I get the illusion in my head that I am better than I really am...like at work......I have made some major mistakes lately and even though I do a good job, those mistakes seem to stand out like a sore thumb and overshadow all of the good things.  And I wonder why they are not promoting me!   Hmph!  I think one of the issues is that they have foisted so much work on me, that it's difficult to NOT make a mistake.  But then again, I could just be really flawed and not facing up to reality. 

So, the long and short of it.....everything seems to be spiraling out of control and I'm just flying along at warp speed by the seat of my size 22 pants!  My weight is out of control, finances, school, work, relationships.......and I have no one to blame but ME!

I have to get a grip and figure out what it a priority.....figure out what all of this really means.

Anyway, thank you if you've read this far......until next time.........

You sound busy

{ 11:29, 2006-Nov-8 } { Posted by nwmissourigal }

I know that life can sprial outta control pretty easy. But have faith that tomorrow is another day and it's got to get better. My daughter takes online courses and she is getting along fairly well. I think people are really brave to that. I am not sure I could. I am from the show me state and some really does have to show me...Keeping plugging along...Kathy

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{ 10:52, 2006-Nov-9 } { Posted by clutterbug }

Everyone has mistakes that they have made in the past. Dwelling on them does not help. You cannot go back in time and erase it...Stop worrying...Sherry