Nothing's Going to Stop Me Now

Here's Where it all starts

So, I just need somewhere to let out these feelings that I have about everything going on in my life. I'll start with the bad, and work up to the good.

Well. I was severely bulimic for about a year. Right now I suffer from bingeing and starving which is pretty depressing. I gained back most of the weight I lost from bulimia anyway, I'm 5'8 and I wear a size 8 in teen stores. I feel like this may be holding back my acting abilities, and I certainly feel like fighting the lack of confidence my bulimia caused me. I hate my mother and recently quit lacrosse, my only sport, she does not approve of this decision and it is because of this I want to prove myself SO badly.

On to the good. I have really changed as an actress and am finally starting to gain some recognition right now in my sophmore year of high school. I finally have the confidence I have always wanted, and I would do anything to suceed.

In order to achieve my goals, I would like to loose about 23 pounds by the audition day of the Fall Musical, Which is April 25. So i have a little over 2 months, and I know that I can do it if I really try.

I need somewhere to write this down so that I can let it all out instead of letting it build up inside me. I need to start counting every single calorie, and sticking to those limits because I want to achieve my goals. Remember, if the camera adds 10 pounds the stage adds 20.

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{ 10:38, 2007-Feb-7 } { Posted by nwmissourigal }

I know that you are young and trying to be your best. Becareful of loosing to much weight though. Your beauty lies on the inside not the outside. Good luck with your acting..Blessings..Kathy

:)

{ 05:33, 2007-Feb-8 } { Posted by freerangers4 }

First of all, welcome to Village Blogger. Secondly, please remember to work for a healthy body then the weight loss will come. Lots of exercise is a huge boost both physically and mentally--for any age. Don't fall further into the weight trap, stand firm and choose a healthy body first--it will serve you well.

~~Best of luck!!